Thursday, 22 December 2011

Nadaan Parinde

“Hey Mom, come here and see……. Pigeon has laid its eggs here”, you scream aloud.


I wander into your room and see you peering out of the window…full of wonder, excitement and curiosity. “What is it?”I say in my (usual) irritated mom kind of tune. But when I look out towards your balcony, I saw what your excitement was all about. There were two eggs laid by the mother pigeon, she was hovering around her eggs and wondering what all the fuss was about.


“Wow, this is awesome…….” Before I could even finish my sentence, you started your barrage of questions….. “Mama, will these eggs become babies? When will they become babies? When will they fly? Are they going to live here with us? Will they fly away when they will grow up…? And many more that I don’t seem to remember.


“Mama, you know Sanju didi showed these to me, and you know yeh mother pigeon toh didi ko dekh kar darti bhi nahin hai……….. Kya mein inko touch kar sakta hoon? Mera dil kar raha tha…. Eggs ko utha ke andar le aayein kya?”


I had to take a deep breath and tear my eyes away from the eggs (after all it was for the first time that any bird had laid its eggs for hatching in our balcony). I asked Manveer to catch his breath, calm down and then tried to explain all that I knew about the question bank  put forward to me …… god, do their minds work so furiously all the time ? Are these kids always like these little dynamites…..bursting with ideas, questions, activity and energy off course?


“Nahin, beta! You should not touch the eggs otherwise the pigeon will not hatch them…..And yes now these eggs will become babies and they will then learn to fly as well……… rest of the things watch them as they happen……. Ok?”


From that day onwards, not a morning went and not an evening passed when you didn’t go out there to watch… “Mama, abhi tak babies nahin hue…kab honge yeh babies…. Batao na?” you were so impatient and seeing mother pigeon always sitting on her eggs, you were beginning to worry how long will it be before you got to see the eggs. You used to go and shoo her away, just to have a glance at the eggs. “Mama, abhi bhi nahin hue …….”


“Mama, Sanju didi se toh pigeon darti bhi nahin hai….eggs pe hi baithi rehti hai …”


Now even your papa was keenly involved in this. Whole of the house was waiting for the babies to come and start chirping. Your papa suggested let’s put some food grains and some water right there so that pigeon doesn’t have to leave the nest at all. So started the daily routine of giving rice and water to the would-be-mother………….. Then father pigeon came into picture as well. They were now taking turns at sitting on the eggs for hatching them.  I was wondering “Are they really so different from us humans?”


 After a long wait of around two weeks, we saw two small little pigeons……


“Mama, why are they yellow? They should be grey like their parents?” your quizzing was back yet again and I simply smiled.


We all felt like proud parents and wanted to get really closer to have a good munh dikhaii ki rasam, but the mother pigeon was all like a fighter, hovering around the chicks like a warrior daring us to step ahead. We stepped back and gave her space. She settled down delicately on her chicks…. “Mama, who apne babies ke upar baith gayeee…. Who toh dub jayenge…?” you were really worried. We had to explain that it is alright and she is just protecting them and keeping them warm.


So now every day all of us watched them growing up and become strong pigeons. They were growing quickly and starting to represent their parents (turning grey, you know). They were ready to fly off but even after they left their nest, they do come back at least once during the day …… do they have memories of their home that guides them back … what is the pull that calls them back time and again?


Is it going to be any different when you will grow up? I want to build such a beautiful nest full of memories with you. Fly away around the whole world and explore yourself, just remember there is one nest where you can come back when it becomes dark. Someplace where you are cherished for being yourself, someplace where you belong……. A global citizen’s own little nest full of memories.

Thursday, 1 December 2011

one more time........

You are growing up,
Ready to enter a whole new world
Eyes wide open, childlike curiosity
Written large on your face,
You’ll move out to find your own sun,
Take eager steps towards your passion
...till then let me tuck u in at night
Just one more time…….
Let me tie your shoelaces
Let me give u your first bite of food
Cool your drink lest it burns ur mouth
Today u are my little pet
Tomorrow u’ll take me along ur path
I’ll be wondering all the time …..
What is it that ties u to me…?
u’ll turn around, beatific smile on ur face…..
off course it’s pure Love ….u should know
u showed me the way
and now let me lead u further

Wednesday, 30 November 2011

Let me be the wind under your wings


Be a bird, soar up in the sky
Be a drop of water, dissolve in the great ocean of life  
Be a fresh paper, rewrite history as shall you want
Be a smile, a vibrant one as in the rainbow
Enjoy, live to the fullest
Just a simple request to u:
Let me be the wind under your wings
let me be the carrier of your dreams
let me be the ink you write with
let me be the colour palette you need

Monday, 28 November 2011

rocking rockstar!!

“Sadda Haq, ithe Rakh…..Sadda Hak ithe rakh …..”
“Ab aap Rockstar ka doosra gaana suniye…….. Jo bhi main kehna chahoon, barbaad karein alfaaz mere…….. Bus itne hi gaane the. Dhanyavaad!!!”, you said these words the moment I picked up the phone. Sitting through the training at my office, listening to ur rendition of your current favorite songs was pure fun and such a refreshing, innocent thing of the day.  I was just smiling; laughing stupidly into the phone… it was my moment of the day J






little footstepsmarching forward to touch the sky..........

"mom, i have to play Happy Birthday song at my school for the FDP (front desk programme), do send in my keyboard tomorrow to school so i can practise....ok , mama?" you chimed over the  phone.

next 3-4 days you took your keyboard with you  and practised at your school.

on FDP day, to my huge surprise  you gave an instrumental rendition of our national anthem 'Jana Gana Mana' with the whole gathering standing up and listening to you.it was your first solo prformance.
your papa was trying to record every possible second of your performance and inking it in his heart as a golden moment. we know many more such moments are yet to come
had i been a balloon, everyone would have seen me bouncing around in my own world and bumping my head here n there.

then on your birthday, you played that sweet song 'I am special, i am special,...... ' and my heart was singing " yes dear, you are truely special. god bless you!"






Friday, 18 November 2011

My Sunrise

ur little birth cries
   sent a surge of joy thru' my being
ur first image ..........hung upside down  by gynae doc
      so hilarious to think of now ........
was moment of pure love and fulfillment
      didn't know what to do
just sent out a huge thanx to the divine
        with ur dad screaming...
'itz a boy, itz a boy...'
         to me it sounded ...
itz a joy, itz a joy........
     our labour of love u fulfilled
became the sun of our lives......
       shining the brightest  and the cutuest ....
u little bundle of joy ..........
      i shiver , i tremble with pleasure .........
that feeling of you nuzzling in my arms .............
           oh lord, a million thanks
u've sent your angel to spread happiness and laughter
       in our lives ...in our lives...... in our lives ...........